Monday, March 15, 2010
7:04 AM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Whoop-dee-do!
Today, we had ELDDS.
Yeah, I admit it, I like going for CCA.
Whether or not this seems weird to all you CCA-haters, it is true.
I don't particularly think that hating a CCA is cool, yeah.
I'm mean, if you hate it so much, why do you join it in the first place?
Teehee~
Anyway, I'm not sure what I'm supposed to be right now.
Reason I'm saying this is because, people keep expecting me to be what they want me to be.
[Anyone understand what I just said?]
LOL!
Pretty confusing, but that's the truth right there.
I don't really think it is necessary to conform to other people's ideas before you can be their friend.
Like this song I heard, "All or Nothing"
If you can't accept me as I am, then there's nothing much I can do.
I don't think I want to change to suit your ideas.
Ever since I thought of this,
I realise I've been doing it too, trying to shape others.
SO time to CHANGE!!!
Have anyone of you ever met someone who is really.....
You know....
Like....REALLY irritating?
Not the temporary disturb-you-for-the-moment-irritating.
But I-feel-like-it-so-I-will-disturb-you-whenever-and-wherever-I-want-and-you-better-not-complain-irritating.
Wow.
I know I have.
Maybe, they have an insecurity complex and want to lay some sort of weird claim over you so you won't get snatched away.
Or maybe, they want to become more closely bonded through this.
I'm not even sure how.
Point is, I'm really tired of it.
My PLANs:
#1. IGNORE!!!
-weehee~ This plan is fun. But not permanent. If you ignore people whenever they irritate you. You're not going to be much fun.
#2. RESIGN/BEAR WITH IT"
-This is very hard on you, both mentally and emotionally. One day you won't be able to stand it and go ballistic!
#3. STAND UP
-Yup! This might not seem very good. There is a possibility that this "friend" might "not friend" you anymore. But, I find this is the most true to myself and very healthy for my emotions.
Of course, this is for me. Different people, different methods, k? We certainly shouldn't explode at every trivial thing. We also had to learn to adapt and accept. Give and take. So...ADD OIL!!!
