Friday, March 19, 2010
4:37 AM Y
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♥ You'll never know the real me.
It doesn't mean that if I don't talk to you,
I'm angry at you.
It doesn't that if I don't talk, neither should you.
It doesn't mean that if you sing,
I will forget every wrong you did me.
Please. Try to understand.
Try to understand that if I remain silent,
I might be wanting you to ask me about my day.
Try to understand that if I am quiet,
I might want you to show you care.
Try to understand that sometimes,
I can't always be thinking about and for you.
Try to understand I need loving too.
There are very few people in the world that listen.
I happen to care to listen to others.
Yet, if you keep telling me the same things over again,
I might lose interest very quickly.
If you constantly tell me things,
that imply how good you are,
how much better you are than me, and expect me to
constantly praise you,
do you not think I have any pride left?
That you are subtly putting me down and damaging my self-esteem?
Do you not know that you can be very selfish?
Do you not know that you hurt me when you claim you care,
Yet you show no interest in my life?
In my worries?
I thought I found a wall to lean on,
but that wall crumbled beneath me.
Why do I always seem to be taken for granted
and I can't rely on anyone much more.
I'm not saying I'm not totally at fault.
I'm not saying I didn't do anything wrong.
But I'm only 16. I'm learning.
Can you please understand?
Lord, please help me.
